there are some regrets
that cannot be fixed
giving yourself away
for one
is a tragic mistake
it is better
to be your own
alone
than to give yourself away
and still be solo
life is a gift
open it
every gift is different
every canvas
requires a different stroke
the familiarity of peace
the moment of flow
belonging
is a warm hug
conversations understood
being owned
shuts down
the faucet of words
we are less lonely
being our own
than wearing a mask
to please someone else
becoming
is less of a task
and more an unfolding
a potter’s…
when the music plays
a lovely love song
and someone asks you to dance
if the dance
is stiff
and difficult to meet
rather than a melt into flow
then you know
why the sun rises in the east
and sets in the west
we are created for certain things
and where synchronicity exists
the music is best
and our dance
becomes a life in perfect rhyme
where a gaze says eternity
and our hearts spin
across the floor
swaying as one
yet hearing the music
through different doors
always two
magenta and cyan create blue
the sea and the sky
blur into the horizon
melting into one
the perfect dance
the light shimmering
iridescence
a reflection of the sun
the dance
when soulmates fly
one
yet two
— patty
oil painting “mutable boundary” by kate kelly
i long to take off
not plant and wither
it is in our bloom
to create something new
seeds blowing into spring
to love an idea
nurture it
in the winds of change
innovations of the mind
launched like a kite
and when conditions are right
watch it soar on
into the night
holding the string
give and take
not too tight
a flow of failures
then to go
the velocity of a whim
taking off
into the unknown
but intricately felt
in the synchronicity of time
unraveling the mystery
of imperfect scale
or perfect fail
like a kite struggling
in clashing sea breezes
it’s perfectly designed tail
stabilizing the launch
the weighted
awaited first flight
— -patty
photo@allecgomes@unsplash
i think i knew you before
the water lapping at your skirts
the sun in the winter
falling haphazardly
on cobblestone streets
iron gates
opening to eden
a rainbow of color in spring
you are a contradiction for me
a luring to be
yet an uncertainty
a comfortable porch swing
gazing at marsh grasses
shimmering golden green
but a history discerning
who lives free
do you flow with the tides
or hunker on the dark side
somehow
i knew you before
and our mystery
in a whim
comes off the sea
for a moment or so
blows through trees
sadly recedes
i am not there
and yet it looks for me
— patty
“dawn’s early light” oil by jacki newell
the world
i don’t remember
the world feeling quite so fragile
the shakiness of every spin
the doom
the gloom
the anxiety of every room
the distorted faces
of miserable people
why have our lives
become a living tomb
the human ruin
broken hearts
and empty lives
that never seem to arrive
a dying planet
spining blue and green
against eternity
a garden
a snake
a flower
a bloom
love becomes hate
time ticks
the slow motion kill
sadly for us
time will not wait
when our moment goes still
— patty
art by smeccea
despair
there are moments
that end discussions
doors slam
and worlds separate
the moment of clarity
when time has become betrayal
and love a misunderstanding
and all that has been done
seems cheap
and shallow
just a beggars cup
all preconceived
moments of nothing
that seemly disappear
in the emptiness of air
a blank stare
and a period
the wilting of despair.
— patty
photograph by inna mosina
have you ever felt
that some places
just have
too many ghosts
everywhere we look
we see them
walking down streets
looking at the stars
opening doors
falling on their knees
it’s a clean slate
we often need
a chance to begin again
no baggage
from who knows when
where tears
still fall from trees
and weeds return
with every passing spring
words so often said
echoing sound waves
make it difficult to leave
maybe a new space
is all we need
a little blue
a little brown
window boxes
filled with green
a quaint small town
where no one
knows who we are
or where we've been
not even the ghosts
who still linger there
and the only echo
is the rustling of leaves
a lonely
empty
kind of breeze
an owl hooting
in the almost barren trees
— patty
art — spirit tree by victor roschkov
we are imperfect
life is imperfect
blackberries hide in thorns
roses too
they bloom against the scorn
in our perfect place
of dreams
our reality
is an imperfect love
paragraphs of imperfect words
we search for good
in imperfect places
hidden away
waiting for weeds
to be pruned away
we are imperfect gardeners
growing imperfect blooms
that bloom
flower
wither away
yet
nostalgically in
our imperfect rhyme
the art of the mind
in life’s chaotic fray
beautiful remains
hearts that stay
forever
longer than a day
— patty
art - deliberation by mario sanchez nevado
a broken heart
is hard to reconcile
to wake every day
and feel the ache
the longing
that will not go away
and yet to move
through the world
as if all is okay
i contemplate
how many people
live their entire lives
with a broken heart
and tell no one
they carry it around
day upon day
dreams upon dreams
an extension
of souls
unrequited desires
somewhat like lighthouses
out at sea
the mystery of somewhere
we’ve never seen
but in another time
knew it well
so familiar
lighting our way
yet strong undercurrents
keep us at bay
life chips away
sometimes
our lives
are hollowed out
like a barbie doll
yet dreams remain
the ache in our chest
keeps us restless
pacing by
the shores of tomorrow
as our lighthouses
fade away
— patty
painting- ekaterinakovaleva@etsy
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