Sixteen Doors

I don’t want to think about the virus anymore
The thought of dying is hard to swallow
Instead I will think about the house built in 1935
The quirky one with sixteen doors
The meandering halls
The wooden floor
The heirloom flowers blooming without rhyme or reason
The mountains gaze at me from rooms with windows
I gaze back
And the sun lazily drifts down and lies across the fields captured in my mind’s eye
If I die, it will never be mine
But fate says no
For etched on a beam
“Just for you”
I take it for true
Until then,
I close myself inside
Incessantly easing fate my way
To the curved gravel drive
Leading to the house
That feels remarkably connected to me in 1935.