there

i am here
i want to be there
someplace else
a landscape in my third eye
yet it is also a heart thing
i want a softer view
oh the misery
surrounds me here
there is however
undoubtedly a place
just for me
where i don’t have to be
on the inside
looking out
but rather blend
with everything beautiful
surrounding me
i will become
a part of the tapestry
the divine made for me
out of stars and dust
sacred ground
tweaked
with colorful brushstrokes
i am only a guest here
on earth
spinning through the universe
my life a visit
i want to touch creation everyday
hold it in my hands
ever so gently
the love of a lifetime
right here
yet not here
a sanctuary
a life to author my own
immersed in miracles
i want to live in awe
my idea of luxury
winter skies
barren trees
the daffodils
break into spring
to call it all
my own
my home
and know
that i'm a part
of all of it
the mystery
and dear god
let me say
the pleasure
is certainly all mine
-patty
art- “barren” by kathy clark